Thursday, August 11, 2011


Emergence of a New Consciousness

I awoke from a sleepless night with only dreams of fright. Every time I would surrender into the sleeping dream I would choose to awaken myself to rethread the dream to one that would lead me home to the truth. When I let go of what that dream is to look like and trust that it is all being brought to the surface for my liberation, I can embrace and welcome it all.

This brings me to the deeper understanding of what is occurring on an evolutionary level in consciousness at this time. I have been studying the journey of the caterpillar to the butterfly in preparation for our Caterpillar Mystery School. I have watched their whole cycle from caterpillar , to larva, to chrysalis, to the emergence of the butterfly. I am seeing how each night I allow myself to die and how all the days imprints arise in symbols so that they may dissolve into a new day. Every morning I am born again to a new way of being. It is a choice to release and rise, and live again.

My choice yesterday was to celebrate the life of a dear sister honoring her 65th birthday. This felt like no other birthday for her. She has been through a long dark night of recovering from a stroke she had over 2 years ago. This left her not only physically challenged but spiritually and emotionally, questioning it all. In the last few months she choose to take back her life by saturating her consciousness with positive teachings and rewiring her mind to focus on all the blessings, all the joy, and the beauty that was in her life. She shifted her awareness to claiming the miracle that she is.

Our birthday celebration was spent at a live butterfly exhibit at the Natural History Museum.We put on our dancing wings and crowned her with a butterfly antenna that was tuning into a new station. We entered wearing wings of violet, gold, and white, opening them wide so that all may see the beautiful butterfly's that we are. It brought smiles and laughter connecting us to others in a way that would not have been possible without catching their attention by doing something out of the ordinary. The children would stand in awe with mouths open in wonder as we invited them into our sweet embrace. The parents would stand back and feel our warm wings inviting them in., smiling in gratitude. As we sat still in the sun the butterfly that most matched our color frequency would come land on us and begin what appeared to be a mating dance. At one point we where watching a butterfly that appeared to be putting her strong firm wings on and was struggling a bit when another male butterfly came to her rescue, or that is what appeared to be so. They attached at the belly and the male started to pulse with life as if he was giving her C.P.R. They where attached at the belly and he swooped her up and carried her to a lofty tree top and continue to merge with her. We had made friends with a beautiful young man named Gino that explained what was happening was not a rescue mission, they where making love. Nature was reflecting back to us in so many ways our Oneness. I felt the joy of my aliveness and the connection that play brings to my inner child that still sees the world in wonder and awe. As I looked upon my 65 year old friend all I saw was this holy innocent child that had awakened from the dream of sickness and reclaimed her aliveness.

I celebrate the emergence of a consciousness that is open to Love, that is expanding it's wings of wonder and awe. The Heaven that is Here Now when we use our antenna to tune into that station.

We are never to old to spread our wings and play in a new way!

Happy Emergence Day!

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