J.O.B. Joy of BEing

Be a JOY BEE

" No Work is more worthwhile than to be a sign of Divine Joy and a fountain of Divine Love."

Andrew Harvey

My Job is not to take my job so seriously, in other words to not take myself so seriously. To laugh at all the tapes in my head that make me feel dead and all the judgements that make me want to go back to bed in order to get out of my head.

I awoke yesterday with a Tsunami crashing down on me, a tidal wave of self doubt, self judgement, and the belief that I was stuck on the wrong planet and the only way home was to take my fairy godmothers light ship to a new galaxy that would value me. I began my day in techno doom and gloom. I had just received a friends computer that was running a program using frequencies and fractals for healing. From the moment I started to open it I got one symbol after another of resistance. What a mirror for what was happening within me, my self judging thoughts about how I am a technotard and in this world that was needed to survive. One thing started to spiral into another and before you knew it my whole system had crashed and so had the computer, or so I thought. I was still aware that this was all arising to be seen and forgiven but it still had a hold on me and I surely was not feeling or feeding my Joy Body. My daughter arrived to find me in a state of despair at the thought that I had just crashed my friends computer because everything was frozen. She sat with me and held me in all my self judgements and held the space of unconditional love. I was now ready to look again and see what I might not being seeing. She looked at the screen and then said" have you pushed the escape button"? I started to laugh uncontrollable at the perfect metaphor for the way to get out of my mind all i need to do is push the escape button. I pushed esc. and I was free. That button for me is to laugh at myself and to see the ridiculousness of my mind and what it is believing to be true. Laughing at myself disarmed the ego.

"The ego can exist only if you take yourself and everything seriously. Nothing kills the ego like playfulness and laughter. When you start taking your life as fun, the ego has to die, it cannot exist anymore." Oscho

In that moment I made a conscious choice to be in Joy.

To BE a Joy Bee rather than a Do Be!

To be the the Presence that is Love that is Joy.

Oh Joy, Oh Joy ,I Am so Happy NOW!